Tuesday, July 31, 2012
Sliding into August
It's been a wild and crazy month and, here we are, the last day of July! Oh, my!
This month was chock full of fun!
I provided the raffle dolls and table dolls for 'Tea with Barbie' at Old Davie School and enjoyed watching moms and dads and grandmothers with their little girls, all dressed in finery, some with tiaras, many accompanied by their Barbies, having fun in the lovely Barbie World we created on the second floor of the school!
We had "live" Barbie models doing a fashion show, and after tea was served, they returned to sign autographs! It was so much fun to watch little girls posing for photos with living Barbies, eyes filled with stars! We gave away a bunch of Barbie dolls and Barbie-related items during the raffle. And, it was absolutely wonderful to see 248 people immerse themselves in the world of Barbie for a couple of hours! What joy!
The tea party was followed by the opening of Art Gallery 21 at the Woman's Club of Wilton Manors with an exhibition of artwork from eight local artists. I have lived in Wilton Manors for 25 years and have seen it change a lot over the last ten of those years, but the one thing we didn't have was a 'cultural center.' So, we're making one!
I'm not a painter or artist in the traditional sense of the word. I'm a community organizer. And, some of my art friends think that it's an art to start something from nothing, which is pretty much what we did. However, these kinds of projects ('Tea with Barbie' and 'Art Gallery 21') may have started out as my idea, but they no longer belong to just me. Other people have latched onto them and made them their own, and THAT's how it works! I call it 'cosmic velcro' when that happens!
And, the best thing? It's always way better than anything I could've imagined on my own! As you can see in the photo, Miss Lily Grace spotted the portrait her Uncle Carl had painted of her, and, lucky for me, I had my camera in hand! These are the delightful things in this life that make whatever we've done worth doing!
So, how's that for an end of July report?
I think it's pretty darned cool ...
Friday, July 13, 2012
What's up?
I haven't been writing much on my blog here lately because I am ...
feeling optimistic
about my brother finding a job after almost three years of unemployment.
writing a blog post with some thoughts that need to be shared.
dancing in my Jazzercise class.
smiling every time I walk into our home and see our “new” kitchen.
smiling every time I walk into our home and see our “new” kitchen.
relieved to have my
doll room organized.
enjoying the free
time Manfred and I have together.
making so much
progress on restoring some old Barbie dolls.
using spreadsheets
to manage my finances.
finding it easier to not buy as time passes. (Thanks, Pinterest!)
running as fast as I
can to keep up.
spending time going
through drawers of doll clothes.
using pencil
instead of pen these days.
checking on the crape
myrtle we planted in June. (It’s
blooming!)
pleased to have
honored my doll spending freeze for three months.
loving my yard, a
Certified National Wildlife Habitat.
preparing to open Art Gallery 21 at the Woman’s Club of Wilton Manors.
eating fresh mangos
and watermelon in my salads.
sleeping poorly due
to worrying about my daughters.
watching season one
of The Newsroom with great anticipation.
spending today writing
a script for Tea with Barbie next
week.
planning on being
joyful no matter what happens.
racing through the summer.
Monday, July 2, 2012
How it began ... (the story, that is)
It was almost 7:30 as
Marley raced out the door, her arms laden with handbag, camera bag and
briefcase. She jokingly referred to herself as a bag lady. She loaded the stuff
into the back seat of her car, got into the driver's seat, retrieved her water
bottle from her purse and placed it in the cup holder, then slipped the key
into the ignition of her Saturn Ion, cranking the car to go. It was
a quiet morning and no one was on the street. She usually saw Peggy from across
the street, or Lou from the corner house, out walking their dogs at this time
of day, so Marley figured they were running behind this morning. She chuckled
to herself as she pulled into the street, heading west toward Andrews Avenue. “Aren’t
we all running behind?” she said aloud.
Marley’s place was
located in an old Florida neighborhood with an eclectic mix of houses and
multi-family homes; McMansions from the recent real estate boom and suburban
homes from the 1940s mixed with larger cookie cutter houses built in the late
1970s. There was no direct route, so Marley had to wend her way through the
narrow streets until she reached the traffic signal at Andrews and 21st Court.
She looked north and south and saw no traffic at all, and, as she wondered how
long she’d have to wait for what she considered the longest light in Broward
County, she heard the click of the pedestrian crosswalk sign flashing red.
Twenty seconds later, the light changed to green.
Marley turned south onto
Andrews and drove her usual route … west on 13th Street, south on 7th Avenue,
then west on Sunrise Boulevard. After seven years of driving to and from work
in Davie, some 15 miles south and west of her home, she’d uncovered the
quickest and least stressful routes and kept them to herself. There were a few
things she was private about, and her travel route was one of those things. She
didn't need all those extra cars clogging up her journey back and forth to
work.
As she pulled up to the
traffic signal at Seventh and Sunrise, the first thing she noticed was the BP
station on the corner looked like it was closed. It was a 24-hour station and
that seemed odd for a Thursday. Again, there was no traffic. Marley looked east
before turning onto Sunrise, and as the car’s speed increased, she began to
realize something wasn’t right. There were no cars on Sunrise Boulevard at 7:40
AM on a weekday morning. There was no traffic coming from downtown Fort
Lauderdale. No buses. She turned on the radio, winding the knob to increase the
sound. It was on a light station and Katy Perry was singing about fireworks.
She ran the red light at
Powerline Road after she slowed to look both ways. No traffic anywhere. She pushed
her speed up to 65 and blew through the school zone’s flashing yellow light and
another traffic signal. The crossing guard was absent. No pedestrians on the
street. No cars in Burger King’s drive thru. When
she reached the I-95 overpass, she pulled into the left turn lane, put the car
in “park” and left it running while she got out. She walked across four lanes
of traffic and looked down onto I-95 southbound. Not a car or truck or
motorcycle anywhere, north or south bound. All she could hear was the traffic
signal changing. The airport located to the south was quiet and the skies were
empty. She knew there were planes taking off and landing all day long because
the airport served 23 million passengers a year. But, there were no planes
anywhere.
Tri-Rail
runs on the west side and parallel to I-95, and Marley watched, knowing the
trains ran every 20 minutes. She waited.
Three minutes passed and
no train. Marley walked back to her car and fished around in her glove box,
locating a pack of cigarettes. She found the lighter, lit her smoke and grabbed
her cell phone, walking back across the road. Still no train. Still no cars.
Anywhere. She stood and smoked and tried to decide if she was dreaming or if
this was real.
The heat of the sun, now
fully up, was real. She felt a light wind coming from the ocean to the east.
The smoke in her lungs as she inhaled was real.
She listened. The only
sound came from the traffic signals changing from green to yellow to red. She
remembered how quiet it had been when she sailed to the Dry Tortugas those many
years ago and said out loud, “What the fuck?” She looked at her watch. It was
now 7:53 AM and still no train.
She swiped her smart
phone and found her husband’s cell number. He was running the Swiffer around
the kitchen when she left and she hoped he wasn’t already in the shower. He
picked up on the second ring.
“Carl.”
“What?”
“Carl. Something’s
wrong.”
“What?” She could hear
the concern in his voice. Him thinking she’d been in a wreck.
“There’s no traffic.”
“Well. Good.” He waited.
She waited.
She turned and looked
north, to see if a train or vehicle was anywhere in sight. “Carl, there are no
cars on the road.” She took a breath. “
Anywhere.”
“What?” This time his
voice sounded like he didn’t understand what she said.
“There are no cars on
the road anywhere. I haven’t seen another car or person since I left the
house.”
She was waiting to wake
up.
He didn’t respond. Why
didn’t he respond? “Carl.”
“What?” Now he sounded
irritated.
“Carl, get in your car
and drive up here to Sunrise at I-95. Now.”
“I’m not dressed,” he
said. Carl is very particular about his appearance and would never dream of
leaving the house without being fully dressed.
“Carl, put on some jeans
and shoes and drive up here! NOW!” She felt the tension rising.
“Let me take a shower.”
“No! Now, Carl! NOW!”
Now she was yelling into the phone.
She heard the disconnect
and clicked her phone off. She went back to her car, got in, turned the air
conditioner on high and turned up the volume on the radio. The light channel
was now playing an old Simon & Garfunkle tune. “Sounds of Silence.” “How appropriate,” Marley muttered to
herself. She kept hitting the scan key. The Rolling Stones on the oldies
station. Then, silence on the Spanish station.
Silence on NPR. Beethoven on the classical music station. Silence, again, on another
Spanish station. She hit the scan button to return to the light music station.
Simon and Garfunkle were still singing. She waited. The song ended. She waited
for the commercial or the disc jockey to give a traffic report or something.
Just silence.
“I must be dreaming. This can’t be real.”
She pulled out another
cigarette and fired it up. She rolled the window down a bit and located her
brother’s phone number on her cell. She hit the call button, inhaled the smoke
and waited. It went to voice mail.
She hit the end button
and searched for her office number. She hit the call button and put the phone
to her ear. The phone rang five times and then she heard the answering machine
with Cindy’s voice. “You have reached …” She hung up.
She got back out of the
car and walked back across the road to the overpass rail. She tossed her
cigarette down onto I-95 and watched it land on the road below. She watched as
it rolled along the black top, drifting on the road, alone.
She heard Carl coming
down the road before she could see him. His silver SUV emerged from the weeping
fig trees that lined Sunrise Boulevard and then, just as quickly, he was
pulling up behind her car. He shut the engine off and got out. Marley could
tell by the look on his face that he was as weirded out by this as she was.
Clearly he had done what she told him. He was wearing jeans and a clean white
tee shirt and his Birkenstock sandals. And, he hadn't taken a shower yet.
“What the hell’s going
on?” he said as he moved across the asphalt toward her.
“I don’t know,” she said
quietly.
He came to stand beside
her. “Something’s happened, Carl. I don’t know what, but something has
happened. Something really bad.”
They stood together on
the overpass, looking down onto the eight lane highway which was usually
bumper-to-bumper at this hour. “Have you been smoking?” he asked.
“Carl. Who cares?
There’s no one here but me. And, you.”
“I thought you quit.”
“Carl! Pay attention!”
She got so frustrated with him because he always focused on the wrong
thing. “Where are all the people? Huh? Where are the cars
with people in them, Carl?” She spread her arms and turned from side to side to
get him to look around.
He looked puzzled, just
as he looked when he saw her playing with her dolls. She looked up into his
face, forcing him to look at her. “Where did they go?”
Carl walked away from
her, back toward his car. “I’m going home,” he said, and got into his car,
backing up to pull around her vehicle. She could tell by his actions that he
was pissed. He always got pissed when he thought she’d been smoking. As
she walked back onto the road towards her own car, he made a u-turn at the
signal, swerved around her in the middle of the road and sped down the road
heading east, disappearing into the weeping figs lining the road.
Marley got into her car
and followed Carl's path. As she made the u-turn to go back east, she felt it
in her gut. Things have changed. And, this isn’t a dream.
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Friday, June 15, 2012
Fine & Dandy!
Here's hoping you have a fine and dandy weekend!
Wishing fathers everywhere a day of love and hugs and kisses, too! I miss my dad, even though he's been gone since I was 20 years old. I think there are a few people in this life we never stop missing when they're gone ...
So, if your dad is still a part of your life, cherish every day you have with him. It's a gift.
Wishing fathers everywhere a day of love and hugs and kisses, too! I miss my dad, even though he's been gone since I was 20 years old. I think there are a few people in this life we never stop missing when they're gone ...
So, if your dad is still a part of your life, cherish every day you have with him. It's a gift.
Monday, June 4, 2012
Wilhelmina's 30+ Model Search
I cannot begin to tell you what a challenge it is to find ways to shape the public's perception of aging. As a "baby boomer," I know I am accompanied by a large number of women who have successful careers, are healthy and physically fit, and who have accomplished many things in their lifetimes. The roles women of our generation have played are varied, to say the least. They have played the roles of wife, mother, professional, public servant, elected official, volunteer and artist, to name just a few, and, in some cases, these women have had more than one career. I'm a good example of that last one. I'm on career number three!
So, there I am with my 'aging gracefully' pin board, trying to find images AND content to convey how cool it really is to be older than 40 (and, it IS cooler!) and an e-mail from Wilhelmina's Model Agency lands in my mailbox touting the "30+ Model Search." I went to the web site to take a look, and decided to vote for Isa A., age 65, pictured here.
She says, when asked "why" she wants the job: "I would love the opportunity to model for Wilhelmina to show all the up-and-coming baby boomers how great it is to be comfortable in one's skin at a later age, and how wonderful it can be to keep reinventing ourselves. We CAN stay healthy, sexy, intelligent, and confident, all with a great attitude."
Her words got my vote as much as her looks did. However, I do have a beef with Wilhelmina's Model Agency. As I paged through the 30 "semi-finalists," it seemed that the majority of them were 30-something. So. I counted. Sixteen are 30-to-39. Seven are 40-to-49. Five are in their fifties. Two, including Isa A., are in their 60s. Isa is the oldest, although I didn't know that when I voted for her. I like her style and she spoke to my generation, which is what I thought this was all about. Clearly, I was wrong.
To put women in their thirties and forties next to women in their fifties and sixties is not a good comparison. They are in two very different life stages. I can hear you out there, asking how the heck I know this! Because .... because, I have been those other ages and I remember very clearly where I was at 34 or 45 ...
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Then menopause arrived, as it is prone to do to women of a "certain age."
And, I'm thinking that this is where the rub comes in.
Hormones dictate so much in the lives of women. As adolescents entering puberty, our hormones are raging and all we can think about is how we look and what boys (and, other girls) think of us.
Around the late 20s and early 30s, we begin to stabilize and become focused on things like career and/or family. And, we pretty much stay stable until sometime in our late 40s and early 50s when we move into the menopause phase. (Which, by the way, is much like adolescence, occurring over a period of years!)
Finally, we get to what I affectionately refer to as the "Fuck You Fifties," because it is here, at this point in life, that we begin to accept ourselves and become truly comfortable in our own skin. And, it's not like we have a choice in the matter! Aging is something all of us must do.
Our mothers aged differently than we are doing. As "boomers," we have had the advantages of good nutrition and medical research, and we have reaped the benefits of multiple fitness programs. Whether you walk, swim, ride a bike, dance or hike, you've got to keep moving! Use it or lose it is really, truly true. Using our bodies is what keeps us youthful, in more ways than one!
I take issue with Wilhelmina's 30+ Model Search. Like the MORE Magazine Beauty Searches of years past, it was all about helping us to like ourselves once we moved past 40 years old. The fifties have been a mish-mash of media trying to adjust to women who won't go away, who still participate in all that life has to offer. Today, 10,000 "baby boomers" reaches 65 every day! EVERY SINGLE DAY for the next 19 years! So we are definitely a force to be reckoned with! (Marketers, pay attention!) And, I truly believe it is up to us to change the perceptions of aging we share in this culture we live in ~ to shape it so that younger women can see that there is so much to look forward to. Life is not over at 30. Or 40. Or 50! It's just beginning.
Like Isa said, "We CAN stay healthy, sexy, intelligent and confident, all with great attitude!" I don't know how to get that message to Wilhelmina's Model Agency unless I can scream it from the rooftops of New York City! Or, maybe, just here on my little blog and on my Pinterest "How To Age Gracefully" pin board. If you share my feelings on this subject, please! Chime in! Share! It's OK to age. It happens to all of us. We're not finished yet. So, don't act like we are!
Friday, June 1, 2012
Wednesday, May 30, 2012
I Got Paid To Get A Flu Shot
I'm one of the lucky ones. I have a job that provides health care insurance, and, as we all know, there's a huge battle raging among the politicians over the issue of accessible and affordable health care. My health insurance company is now called Florida Blue, formerly Blue Cross/Blue Shield of Florida. Over the past five years, I have noticed subtle changes from year to year that have brought health care to be more about preventive care and less about healing you once you get sick. I think you'll agree that it's a lot cheaper to prevent a person from getting sick than to provide medical care, pharmaceutical drugs and, in some cases, hospitalization after they fall ill.
So, last October I received a notice from my health care provider that if I got a flu shot at Walgreen's or CVS Pharmacy I would receive a $25 Visa Debit Card to spend any way I like. I found that to be a darned good incentive for getting a flue shot! Shortly after receiving the notice I stopped off at Walgreen's and got that flu shot. It took every bit of 20 minutes from start to finish. I got the band-aid on my arm at the injection site and a heart sticker for my shirt! And, honestly? That was the last time I thought about it.
Until January, when I got my $25 Visa Debit Card in the mail! I've been carrying it around in my wallet and one day, soon, I'll be spending it. Probably on that beautiful pink Michael Kors bag I've been lusting after ...
Here we are at the end of May, and, one would think the flu season is over. But, it's not. 75% of the people in my office have been out with a bad-ass flu for the past week. I, on the other hand, feel fine. {Knock on wood!} The people who have been or are sick with flu-like symptoms did NOT get a flu shot. They pooh-poohed me when I shared the offer from our health care provider ~ they had each received the same thing in the mail. They pooh-poohed me again in January when I announced I'd received my $25 Visa Debit Card. I'm thinking they're not pooh-poohing me now as they lay suffering on their sofas with the flu, missing out on life.
I can hear you now, asking, "And, your point is?"
My point is, get the flu shot. The Center for Disease Control has a comprehensive web site with answers to any question you might have about flu shots here. And, the research to support the effectiveness of flu shots is voluminous! Flu shots prevent people from getting the flu. I ask you: who needs fever, body aches, chills and sweats, nausea and vomiting, and all the complications that can occur as a result of the flu? I won't mention the 3,300 to 49,000 deaths that occur each year in the United States, though. I wouldn't want to scare you. However, flu CAN cause complications that result in death, so, why not get a flu shot? If you don't have health insurance, they are offered free of charge at the beginning of the flu season (October) or for as little as $25. I've decided I'll get it even if I have to pay for it. I really do think it's cheaper in the long run. Don't you?
So, last October I received a notice from my health care provider that if I got a flu shot at Walgreen's or CVS Pharmacy I would receive a $25 Visa Debit Card to spend any way I like. I found that to be a darned good incentive for getting a flue shot! Shortly after receiving the notice I stopped off at Walgreen's and got that flu shot. It took every bit of 20 minutes from start to finish. I got the band-aid on my arm at the injection site and a heart sticker for my shirt! And, honestly? That was the last time I thought about it.
Until January, when I got my $25 Visa Debit Card in the mail! I've been carrying it around in my wallet and one day, soon, I'll be spending it. Probably on that beautiful pink Michael Kors bag I've been lusting after ...
Here we are at the end of May, and, one would think the flu season is over. But, it's not. 75% of the people in my office have been out with a bad-ass flu for the past week. I, on the other hand, feel fine. {Knock on wood!} The people who have been or are sick with flu-like symptoms did NOT get a flu shot. They pooh-poohed me when I shared the offer from our health care provider ~ they had each received the same thing in the mail. They pooh-poohed me again in January when I announced I'd received my $25 Visa Debit Card. I'm thinking they're not pooh-poohing me now as they lay suffering on their sofas with the flu, missing out on life.
I can hear you now, asking, "And, your point is?"
My point is, get the flu shot. The Center for Disease Control has a comprehensive web site with answers to any question you might have about flu shots here. And, the research to support the effectiveness of flu shots is voluminous! Flu shots prevent people from getting the flu. I ask you: who needs fever, body aches, chills and sweats, nausea and vomiting, and all the complications that can occur as a result of the flu? I won't mention the 3,300 to 49,000 deaths that occur each year in the United States, though. I wouldn't want to scare you. However, flu CAN cause complications that result in death, so, why not get a flu shot? If you don't have health insurance, they are offered free of charge at the beginning of the flu season (October) or for as little as $25. I've decided I'll get it even if I have to pay for it. I really do think it's cheaper in the long run. Don't you?
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